Title: My Real Children
Author: Jo Walton
Genre: Speculative fiction (aka fancy sci-fi)
Page #s: 317
Publication Date: 2014
Location in Series: 1/1
Summary: Patricia Cowan is spending the last days of her life in a nursing home. She sees her children, sometimes, but which children are they? Does she see Pat’s children or Tricia’s children? Because Patricia Cowan has lived two very different lives, a split in her timeline caused by her decision whether to marry Mark. This split seems to have effected more than just her as along with remembering different events that happened to her she remembers two very different worlds.
At the end of the day, which world will she chose?
Good Points:
- Seriously well written.
- Set after WWII in Britain, it’s a slightly different look at post-war life than I’m used to reading.
- Brilliant descriptions of the places Patricia is living.
- Fantastic, realistic characters and character development.
- Interesting alternate history Earths.
- The end of the book really leaves you thinking. Which life is Patricia going to chose? Which would you chose? The nicer world or the nicer life?
- The chapters are headed with Patricia’s chosen nickname, Tricia for one life and Pat for another so you don’t get confused.
- Lesbians! (Always a plus.)
- Poly-relationships.
- Character with a disability! (She loses her legs partway through the book.)
Bad Points:
- Very white.
- Pat is a lesbian but has sex with a man (just one, but a few times) and Tricia only ever has romantic and sexual relationships with men which leaves me feeling complicated. They are two seperate lives, I am not the identity police etc... (But it feels like bisexual erasure to me and IDK, I feel like the author could have addressed that somewhere.)
- Extremely depressing (to me, there were a lot of points where I was reminded of my own grandmother who lived in the same time period, was a teacher like Pat, and died in a retirement home while suffering from dementia).
Triggers:
- Rape
- Mentions of past rape by Bee
- Repeated spousal rape by Mark
- Spousal abuse
- Forced impregnation
- Miscarriages/stillbirths
- Limb loss
- Cancer
Rating: 4/5